Formerly: i see what you did there.

I'm Alisa. I'm 21. I'm currently studying at McGill University in Montreal, Canada. I like to take pictures and I'm majoring in Cognitive Science. I'm looking for inspiration and happiness.

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How many times a day is it ok to suppress the thought “I’m gonna die alone”?
My entire life I tried to be likeable, make people happy, do what people want… Yet I still can’t get along with people. I’m great at offending them, especially when I stand up for myself and my beliefs. Honestly, why don’t the people I know ever admit when they’re wrong?
Furthermore, apparently I’m very abrasive, rude, and hard to get along with because I don’t have an open personality.
Well I’m sorry. I’ve been fucked over far too many fucking times.

So yeah. I’m gonna die alone.


I need a dog.

Should you really despise anyone who wishes you the world, no matter who they are?
Anonymous

I am entitled to my emotions. I am allowed to feel hurt.

Can I be done working already? I just want to go home, clean, do laundry, pack, and plan the next 7 days. 
Also I need to write a resume, figure out how much I’m getting paid, and apply for work study.
Writing a web app has been fun, but I really need like an extra month to do this well and be happy with it. I have a layout that I’ve thrown together, but I haven’t sat down and figured out a flow, taught myself javascript, or figured out the extra design elements. I need more time!!

Can I be done working already? I just want to go home, clean, do laundry, pack, and plan the next 7 days.

Also I need to write a resume, figure out how much I’m getting paid, and apply for work study.

Writing a web app has been fun, but I really need like an extra month to do this well and be happy with it. I have a layout that I’ve thrown together, but I haven’t sat down and figured out a flow, taught myself javascript, or figured out the extra design elements. I need more time!!

I want to take your photograph. Come to Edmonton please. Like I have so many ideas that you'd be perfect for.
Anonymous

Well, I’d love to drive 40 hours to the middle of Canada to meet a complete stranger who could just start an actual conversation with me… But no. I thank you for the compliment though. :]

We were just opposites, so we never got along. But occasionally I think of you and wish you the world.
Anonymous

I understand not getting along with people. I can be quite terrible at it. I don’t understand opposites though. In what way?

Anyways, I don’t know if you’re one of the very few people in the world I despise.. But I hope all is well.

I’m going to post here, what I cannot post on facebook.

This is my stance on what is happening between Israel and Palestine.

If Israel were to put down their arms, there would be no more Israel. If Palestine were to put down their arms, there would be peace. Palestinians want the people of Israel dead. They don’t want their land, they don’t want money. All they want is the erasure of the Jewish state and its people. So please, don’t tell me how fucked up the Israeli government, military, and people are. Palestine isn’t any fucking better.

So stop calling for Israel to be punished for war crimes. Instead, find a way to stop the war. Find a way for these people who HATE EACH OTHER BECAUSE OF RELIGION, to stop fighting. When and if the fighting ever stops, then we can see who should be punished for what.

If you can’t do that, shut the fuck up.